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100 questions + another questionaire

100 questions yay i got this from here

1) time and date u started this?

12/25/2024, 8:27pm

2) asl?

american sign language … i've been wanting to learn

3) opinions on musicals?

my little pony is basically a musical so i've grown 2 love them . especially because of sophie

4) favorite snack?

uhhhhhhh chocolate chip cookies... and sugary cereals

5) have u ever been in love?

yes but never romantically

6) favorite pokemon?

gah . umbreon and marshadow

7) mario kart main?

never played enough to main a character

8) tf2 main?

never played at all to main a character

9) do you laugh at youtube poops?

i haven't watched one in years... used to though

10) are you listening to music right now?

yes, currently listening to "The entry into the cabinet of 3rd class-C No.14 Chiyoko Kubozono " by siinamota

11) favorite shape?

loveheart ♡

12) do you believe in astrology?

im 50/50 on it . i wish i could, but sometimes things are so vague that it can just be applied to anyone. it ruins the magic of it

13) do you believe in the occult?

not sure what this is referring to

14) opinions on vocaloid?

LOVE LOVE LOOOOVE IT!!!!!!!!!! it's my everything along with other vocal synths like UTAU and Synth V

15) would you ever want to be a rockstar?

nah, i don't like the idea of being famous

16) do you easily get stressed?

yes . i am very emotionally sensitive

17) what is/was your favorite class in high school?

ah. i didn't really have one. english? i liked writing and analyzing and my grades were always good there... art too maybe, since that's where i saw one of my friends that i could really let my guard down with and relax around

18) what pokemon type would you be? dual types are allowed lol

i'm not sure... fairy and/or normal maybe

19) rei or asuka?

gah.. both are equally as good to me. but asuka has to be my favorite. she's a 14 year old girl who was failed by the adults around her. rejected and left alone. although i never experienced something to the extent she did, i understand where she comes from.

20) favorite html tag?

all of them............

21) are you religious?

im agnostic at best, really. i grew up mexican and catholic so it's something i can't really shake off

22) opinions on nightcore?

found it strange as a kid (couldn't understand why songs needed to be sped up) but I Get It Now. it's just good sometimes

23) did you go through any major phase? (emo, goth, weeaboo, etc)

there were a few fashion styles i tried, but it's all still apart of me. i just realized at some point i don't like being defined as one thing and limiting myself, so i just let myself do whatever.

24) are you good at drawing?

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!! i like my own art for myself and i think that's enough

25) do you crack your joints?

yes i literally did that a bit ago LOL

26) do you read visual novels?

ah.... not as often as i'd like

27) can you sew?

yes!!!! i can make pattens for plushies and clothes just eyeballing shit

28) can you cook?

uhh.. kinda... i absolutely could if i tried but i've a limited palette (<- autistic + picky eater) so i don't in order to not waste food. but i'd love to cook for others

29) most expensive thing you've bought?

i'm not sure... like i literally don't know a lot of my stuff are hand me downs / gifts / repurposed . probably my mirio and tamaki plushies from agi jagi shop?

30) opinions on cosplay?

LOVE IT!! wouldn't cosplay myself bc i'd overheat but i love seeing others cosplay

31) what's your most hated band/musician?

any band/musician that violate another person's boundaries

32) are you a dramatic person?

absolutely, but that's just because i'm passionate about the way i feel

33) what emoticon do you use most?

this one :3 and a few others

34) can a miracle certainly occur?

it did for me so maybe

35) would you let a vampire suck ur blood?

no i can't handle pain like that

36) do you have a celebrity crush?

no

37) do you like snow?

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

38) were you really into greek mythology as a kid?

no

39) what are some things you could competently deliver a speech on?

currently actually making this into a video essay, but anything regarding sci-twi (human!twilight from equestria girls) and her trauma regarding friendships and accepting help is one of those things also maybe something regarding sharing resources with each other idk

40) are you good at spelling?

i'd like to say yes but i forget and doubt myself easily

*41) which touhou wud u fuk? *

don't know

42) do you think there's going to be a robot takeover?

nah not really

43) HAS SCIENCE GONE TOO FAR??!?!??!?!

it hasn't gone FAR ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

44) would you be an angel or devil?

i would love to say an angel maybe

45) sine, cosine, or tangent?

none i hate math with a passion bc of the shit it put me through during high school

46) do you like licorice?

meh its okay

47) whats one thing you cant stand that everyone else loves?

i'm not quite sure

48) what books did you like as a kid?

the princess candy sugar hero comics

49) can you play any instruments?

used to be able to play clarinet ... at the moment though? i can just play shit on keyboard through tone but i can't read notes yet

50) what song would you want to play at your wedding?

i don't really want a wedding so nothing really. but if i could.. "love is in bloom" from the MLP:FIM soundtrack

51) do you believe in reincarnation?

yes but i feel like it doesn't continue on forever . i feel like even souls have an end at some point

52) finish the sentence: I'm just a guy who ______

is silly!!!

53) have you been to another continent?

no

54) whats your worst habit?

i overthink and ruminate a lot. a lot of that has to do with the fact that i don't really talk in depth about how i feel when shit affects me so i feel stuck in my head sometimes

55) favorite vegetable?

carrot..

56) whats something stupid that scared the shit outta you as a kid?

don't think this is the exact one, but something like this with this exact song

57) whats one of your guilty pleasures?

i'm not guilty about any of my pleasures really, so nothing

58) would you rather be a ghost or a vampire?

a ghost maybe

59) what do you fear most?

being left behind and abandoned

60) do you sleep with any plushies?

i sleep with a ton actually

61) what hobby do you just not understand?

anything regarding math

62) do you like the taste of alcohol?

no, i don't drink and never will

63) are you a hopeless romantic?

yes, i'm also aromantic so. it's quite a combo i tell you

64) which deadly sin best fits you?

uh. i'm not sure. envy maybe

65) which of your physical features do you like the most?

ohhhhh my nose and eyes for sure . and also my facial hair that's been growing in

66) are your ears pierced?

yes! just my lobes, my mom got it done for me as a baby and i'm so glad she did i cannot handle pain now and fear getting more piercings

67) have you ever been in a physical fight?

no, just verbal

68) where do you buy your clothes?

my clothes are mostly hand me downs or gifts, but thrift stores mostly

69) where would you live if you could live anywhere?

anywhere rainer would be if they'd let me

70) do believe in magic? or is it all a trick?

i'm not sure

71) have you read umineko when they cry? you should!

no thank you

72) what is the worst chore to do?

wash the dishes when food is still on the dishware. sensory hell. i need to get myself some arm length gloves that have an elastic to prevent water from getting in..

73) what did your parents almost name you?

they had no alternates as far as i'm aware

74) what would you want your name to be if you were not your current gender?

i like my current ones

75) what were your first words?

i don't know

76) what do you want your last words to be?

something regarding loving someone

77) when did you first regularly start going online?

probably around 2014 or something

78) what year do you miss the most?

i really like this one (2024)

79) are you psychic?

it would be cool

80) would you fuck a clone of yourself? you're not allowed to kill yourself.

no, i think i'd rather give myself a big hug to let myself know i love me

81) what do you use to listen to music?

my iphone + spotify

82) whats the biggest city you've been to?

chicago maybe

83) favorite animal?

dogs

84) what web browser do you use?

firefox

85) are you allergic to kitty cats???????????

no i have a cat her name is bailey :3 she is currently meowing at her toy

86) do you like energy drinks?

no i don't like caffeine

87) would ever spend money on tf2 unusuals/csgo skins/gacha pulls/etc

no i don't like spending money on digital stuff

88) when do you usually go to bed?

3-5am though i'm going to get this back on track

89) how often do you wash your hair?

as often as i shower

90) would you download a car?

yes only because i love piracy but i can't drive . maybe for someone else

91) what was your favorite show as a kid?

my little pony. it still is

92) whats the silliest hat you own?

i don't wear hats

93) what album/song do you're feeling angsty

i'm assuming this is asking what album/song do i listen to when i'm feeling angsty. definitely "IGOR" by tyler the creator. siinamota/PowaPowaP's music is another too

EDIT: thought about it a little more and "IFHY" and "Lone" (both the original and instrumental) by tyler the creator from his WOLF album are def up there too. and so is "u" by Kendrick Lamar and "The 27 Club" by JPEGMAFIA. i dunno... some of these songs just touched upon feelings i felt ashamed for during a time i was at my worst. and even though i don't feel as similarly as i did then, music has always been an outlet for me.

94) do you make OCs?

yes

95) whats the goofiest thing you do when completely alone?

pace around and sing/move along to music

96) do you like fireworks?

no they're too loud and i flinch easily

97) favorite painter?

not sure, my friends maybe

98) favorite numbers?

i like 3, 33, 333, any variations of such

99) what genre of vidya gaems are you really good at? (fps, fightan, danmaku, racing, whatever)

none i'm not really a gamer . i just play to play

100) time and date you finished this? 12/25/2024, 9:18pm

ok thats the first one here's the second one

What were you doing at 11 last night?

on my laptop

Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?

i thought we would be

What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of?

salchicha and egg with tortilla chips.... yum

What's the craziest thing you've done?

i don't know i'm not a very risky person

Someone knocks on your window at 5am, what do you say?

that's scary...

Funniest thing that happened in the last 24 hours?

i'm not sure

Do you have any plans for the weekend?

yes..... giggles

Would you change yourself for the person you love?

i wouldn't change myself for anyone unless it's something dangerous for myself

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?

no actually it was my sister

Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?

yes

Do you find drinking unattractive?

sorry guys... but i do..... drinking makes me uncomfortable

When was the last time something bothered you?

when hasn't something bothered me

Do you know how to work a computer well??

i like to think so

To who did you last give the finger to?

my little brother LOOLLL

Is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind?

my mind really, but only after consulting my heart

Six months ago, can you remember who you liked, who was it?

yes i think he knows

Do you like to hold hands?

yes it feels reassuring and secure

Anything embarrassing happen today?

no not really

Would you ever go on a game show if you were offered?

no i'm not competitive and i don't like being that public

What does your phone do when it receives a new text?

if its instagram, it plays a tone from vylet pony's "carousel" album but if it's a text message it plays that horn/swish sound from tyler the creator's "NEW MAGIC WAND"

Has anyone ever done mean things to you while you were sleeping?

i don't think so

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

does it matter what sex/gender someone is....

Would you rather be at the beach or lake?

lake maybe, it feels less scary

Last thing you spent money on?

sticker paper

What are you doing after this?

writing my 2024 retrospective

Your song of the week?

i'm not sure, i listen to a lot

Have you ever cried from being so mad?

yes, but that's mostly because my anger is quiet and is always paired with sadness

Are you happy with the choices you've made?

yes.

I bet you miss someone, huh?

i do, actually

Would you rather be forced to eat 100 bananas or 100 apples?

neither but i'd at least eat 2 apples maybe

Have you dated the person you texted last?

maybe .. maybe not …….. why do you want to know ……………….

Is good grammar attractive?

i don't care about it really

Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

a few people yes

Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?

no

What is today's date?

12/25/2024. its christmas!!

Who was the last person to call you baby?

no one

Has anyone ever sang to you?

yes, shoutout to ren

What is your favorite color?

yellow!! and green

What color are your eyes?

brown

How tall are you?

5'1.5 i think

What do you have planned for tonight?

puter..............

If you could have one wish right now what would it be?

i wish the universe was kinder to me and my loved ones

When is your birthday?

march 19th

Do you want to get married and have children one day?

no to either

Who is the 9th contact in your phone?

a friend

Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?

not liked as in romantically, but platonically. but yes

If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, would you?

i want to try but they're too self destructive for me to be around without me spiraling

Could you go a day without eating?

yes but i don't want to

Did your parents force you to go to church or let you make the decision?

forced me but at some point let me choose (i chose to stay home it was too boring)

What are you excited for?

saturday ...

Did anyone see you kiss that last person you kissed?

probably some passerbys

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?

yes quite often actually

Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?

i don't date (one exception) but if i did, only if they were closer to becoming 19 i prefer staying within my age range

What are you listening to now?

this

What woke you up today?

myself

Would you take someone back if they cheated on you?

no. even before i found out i was aro, when i get into a relationship with someone i'm putting a lot of trust in someone and cheating feels like a violation of that

Have you ever dyed your hair?

no

Who was the last person you have a missed call from?

rainer... i didn't wake up on time for something LOL

Where was your default picture taken?

i just use a mirio pfp for anything neocities/my website related

How many windows are open on your computer?

just two

Anything you really want?

waahh..... yes.... but i'm a little too shy to admit publically

How many pillows do you sleep with?

2

Can you have more than one best friend?

yes

What was last thing you drank?

milk..... i ate cookies.....

How many pets do you have?

3! my two dogs spot and rudy, and my cat bailey <3

What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?

hot chocolate

Who last texted you?

rainer

Who did you last text?

rainer.......

Do you know anyone whose pregnant?

yes

What do you want right now?

i want to eat more cookies with more milk but i think i'm too full...

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